Right now, am in office. Although I have a lot of work to do, I do not feel like working. This thought has been floating in my mind since last night. Since, I was too tired to take it out last night, I am doing this right now. Perfect timing!!! ;)
Is it possible that the happiest moment of your life is actually the most regretful moment? When you are sad, it tickles you, makes you feel wonderful, but when you are happy, it makes you sad. Don't know why, but these days I am experiencing the same thing. Thinking about somethings makes me both happy and sad at the same time.
I feel each one of us live our life on many plains or levels. Sometimes we define ourselves for what we WANT to be, other times we do things for what we actually ARE, and some other times we act, how we are supposed to or SHOULD act. If there is a conflict between them, then its a big trouble. You will never know, who exactly you are.
Somebody said this to me once that Humans cannot live a Binary life. Jumping from 0 to 1. Switching from ON to OFF state. Shifting from attached to detached state. There is always a swift transition. So why can't we gently slide from one level of existence to other? why there has to be jerky transitions in form of pain and regret?? Isn't life's all about striking balance & smoothness??
I guess, I just have to convince my Heart not to battle against Mind, Mind you, Mind is always right!!! The most logical, practical, pragmatic, realistic, factual, seasoned, sensible and ofcourse, hard-nosed is THE MIND.......
Still...Emotions bhi kitne stupid hote hain, logic hi nahi samjhtey!!!! (emotions are dumb, they dont understand logic)
